Ben Kramer's blog

So, I'm shy to use this blog.
I suppose that it's scary for me to speak in a public way about something that is so important to me.

I'm overwhelmed by what a difficult place my mind is to be.  
I know you know what I mean.
It's so unruly, speaks so cruelly to me about all the people I love.  
I'm fed up really.  
I just want so desperately to take control of this beast in my head.

This same pain torments everyone I see.
But I mean to push back.